2023 02 24

 

well...

I stopped blogging basically because a lot of bad things happened and I started to hate everyone I met online, myself, and being alive. 

I was just mad at it and I didn't care about it anymore.

but my diary is therapeutic and I'm very lonely now so I should keep going with it. 

Well anyways it's my hubby's birthday this weekend

I don't know if we will even do anything at all because he is a very quiet person and also doesn't like holidays

I will let you know I guess.

I'm an uncle now as of about 2 hours ago!!

I'm so happy

His little eyes are soooo big and his cry is so gentle. 

I think he's going to be such a sweet and gentle boy. 

I can't wait to meet him and I already love him so much.

actually I'm crying while I write about him because I love him so much ww

What should I bring as a gift when I meet them?

I think I will buy them a yummy liquor w

I want to have a meetup because I miss my irl friends very much,

 But they all just had a meetup of their own, 

I had to miss it because I was in a bad mood and I had to go to work

Maybe if I wait a couple of weeks everyone will have energy again?

maybe we can go for karaoke 

I want the weather to get better soon, because I want to go out in the sun or go to the beach

I'm missing the beach soo much

I think I have to go at least every few months or I'll get sick or something w

all winter is too long

I have to hurry up and get rich so I can travel to a sunny place during wintertime