.* Planning Planning Planning Panic *.

 Hello Everyone.

I am sooooo stressing lately. I sent out a lot of job applications recently, and I have an interview on Tuesday. I don't know if I will take the job, though, since it seems like it's a bad job in a busy environment that would make me very sick. I just need money really badly, so it can't be helped.

Coming into October, holiday season is starting which for me means party season, it seems, since I already have two parties scheduled for this month alone ><. I've never been to a party before so I'm kinda nervous. I need to pick out a halloween costume for one of them, and plan a cute outfit for the other. (Hope I get money by then so I can buy cute things for it). I wonder what I even want to be? I might end up buying the $1 BABYMETAL costume from Bodyline, but I am worried about it being too big... Plus, is BABYMETAL a weeby costume to wear in the first place?

I have also mostly planned my birthday outfit by now! Here's a plan board I made tonight:

The dress I picked is the one I want the most, but any ANGEL R light blue or green dress with a train like that is probably fine, whichever I can get my hands on at the time I can buy it. The top hair is the hairstyle I would like to do, although I intend to sweep all my hair over one shoulder instead of both, and the second is the color it'll be. It can't really be seen, but I love those dangly CECIL McBEE earrings so I'd like to get them as well. I will need to pierce my lobes higher up so I can wear them. The shoes I've picked are blue jeweled pumps from Betsey Johnson wedding line. The rest are concepts for my nailset. Blue with white and butterflies, stars, and many jewels.

I hope all this stress and misery right now turns into fun and success soon, because I really feel burnt out. The only thing keeping me excited and motivated is my style but I can't even buy anything so it's hard to stay excited....

That's all. Let me know what kind of jewelry would go nicely with that dress? 

Bye for Now. 

.* Code Check: At Home *.

 Hello Everyone! 

Today I woke up at 6:00 PM and DIDN'T go back to sleep until 11:00, making progress.

My fiancé got me some seasonal sugar cookies last night and I was mainly looking forward to enjoying them today. Look how cute!

My look today consisted of 1. Mickey Mouse sweater 2) Boots.

That is all.

Also my old extensions DO still match, which I am very happy about.

That's all for today, not too exciting but I'm trying out daily blogging so I hope you like it.

Bye for Now. 

∙⭐︎♡ BOOM UPDATE ♡⭐︎∙

Hello Everyone! 

You can tell from my blog retheme but I fell into a new boom ww oops. I don't stay in booms for very long these days because I can't spend much money, so I find get stuck without being able to actually wear anything I want to wear. T-T

I knew this kinda mood was coming when I went to Ross with my circle recently and I just kept getting rly excited about everything black and hot pink, which didn't go with my style at the time at all rly.

I think it started when I was planning my birthday code and looking at a ton of hostess pics.

I think I would describe my current style as "princess's day off" or something. Not quite hime-gyaru, not quite not, but also casual and youthful.

I started getting rly obsessed with Himena's blog, but I don't like her full dramatic hime outfits, I like her daily style thats still cute and glamorous but also comfy.

I also found out about Anji's blog and I was TOTALLY AMAZED and mad I never heard about her before now. I couldn't give it up for like a week.... 

I'm totally blown away and I want to cry when I read her blog, it's rly rare for me to find something THIS inspiring to me.

Anyways, I also was rly upset recently cause the magazines I wanted to buy for a long time now sold recently >< so now I've gotten more obsessive about it again because I can't have them. 

I never said it on my blog before but I have talked about it in discord calls, my favorite magazine is VANILLA GIRL, but It's so rare to find these days that it may as well not exist. T-T

There is one issue of it scanned online though and I read it over and over and just pretend ww.

It's a Ranzuki sister magazine with a concept like "Teen girls who want to become hime gals", so it has a really good meeting of cute, sexy, sweet, and casual. It's more youthful than something like Ageha which I never really identified with.

Here's some more random pics I like:

Obsession Points:

- I want to feel dressed up and pretty but also casual, I want to basically always be a princess but also always be in my lounging clothes cause I don't ever leave my house ww.

- I want more hair!!!! Seriously I'm tired of being bald.

- I rly like fur trims lately (good for winter anyways)

- More cuteness back into my life. I totally hated anything cutesy or sweet for a while but I'm bored and I wanna go back to it. My Aliexpress wishlist is so weighed down with Sanrio room items rn ww.

- No more undone nails and no lens looks. ew. >< ⤵︎

On that note, I want to get into daily lenses as well.

- Definitely overhauling my wardrobe as much as possible. I need to start a fresh era. I'm in a rut...

- I just need to push myself to the next level generally. I'm not gal enough rn.

- I was focusing on black for room decor but I think some rhinestone and deco and more cute things is okay?

Gets Obsession:

I was browsing roomwear on mercari and I nearly lost it. If I can't get this specific Rady set I'll end it all.

I have a lot of cozy sets bookmarked to buy soon.

I rly need to get my hair done. Right now it's a pretty dark red-brown color, which I don't dislike but I don't have extensions that match, and it's KILLING me cause I feel so ugly without more hair. I'm trying to figure out what I want, and then I wanna go to a stylist to get it looking nice. 

( Like ew?? wtf is this haircut??)

I was so delighted by this spread cause her hair is so thin and she looks just like me ww So it made me feel a lot better about having really thin hair.

So I was thinking between that and these was good hair Inspo for me for now, until I find something I like more? I'd like it longer than these though. ⤵︎

Idk if I wanna do clip-ins, nanorings, or try tape-ins though. I'm a little scared of tape-ins honestly? I feel like they'll feel gross. 

I also have a lot of plans and things I wanna get that I'm not gonna share so they're surprises if I get them.

Yeah this was totally rambly but thankyou for reading anyways. I'm trying to blog more casually as much as possible, which is also why I switched to my more casual style of typing. That's all for now, though.

Bye for Now!